Lol you’d marry the kid?

That took a long time. Nope.

And that’s the hard part

Knowing it’s not me that makes you happy anymore.

Wanna good girl to motivate me

My phone is always on

Your opportunity is always waiting. No need to fly solo.

You made me happy

Looking back at the notes I wrote, I realize how much I miss us. I miss the euphoric high of sneaking out at night to sleep with you. I miss the fear of illegally driving. I miss the smell of you on my clothes the next day. I miss your skin pushed against mine. I miss $10 worth of taco bell as a snack. I miss chocolate shakes with no whipped cream, but with the cherry. I miss waking up at six AM and spending more time with you before I had to leave. I miss you. And I mean it. Thats all I’ve got to say anymore, even though these aren’t mutual feelings. You were the highlight of my life. Thank you for everything.